i'm sorry

sometimes i think i am the most horrible friend on earth.

and then i realise it is true indeed.

this is an apology to all the friends who i have lied to, to all the friends that i have betrayed, and to all the times i did not shut my bloody mouth and jabbed a sword through the screen that is our friendship, making a hole that is forever not mendable.

i thought you could trust me.

i thought that i could keep a small secret.

i thought i was a true friend.

turns out my mouth had so many holes i caused you to feel pain.

i'm sorry.

i'm so sorry.

nothing i say now will ever mend the trust that had been torn apart, but i will do anything and everything to try and mend it.

everything. anything.

i love you.

i'm sorry.

please forgive me please.

x

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