Results.....

Hey guys.

Today I got back my exam results and it... wasn't really good:( I am really disappointed, but they say, failure is the mother of success (am I the only one who still uses this quote?o.O). My friends did really well and they were celebrating, while I was there tearing up:( Haish. Do any of you guys reading relate to me now?

I feel so useless sometimes. And it's just horrible how I can't do anything right. I wish I was the most perfect kid in this world, so my friends and family won't be ashamed of me. Many people call me 'attention whore', which I do not agree on.It doesn't mean that just because you want more followers and do silly things to embarrass yourself means you are an 'attention whore'. I just hate it when people accuse me of things I didn't even do, and I'm sure many of you guys can relate. I like school so far, but there are (of course) certain aspects of my school life that I wished I never experienced. If you are a caucasian and your school life is basically just partying and socializing  I envy you. Sometimes, it's just so hard here, and I wish one day i can just let go of everything and just be free. I've touched on this topic many(?) times but it's one of those things I can only express on my blog because many people I know wouldn't understand.

Recently, I started listening to Lana Del Rey and I really absolutely love her songs.The lyrics are meaningful, and her singing is just...perfection. I hate it when I'm trying to introduce good songs to people I wished could appreciate, but they just wave it off, then complain how horrible the song is:( I mean, I respect your taste in music, I try out some songs that you recommend (and maybe liked it even), so why can't you do the same?o.O

Really, if people could just appreciate and embrace the different genres of music, maybe the world would be a better place. Just sayin'

I made this blog so I could express my thoughts and maybe some people can relate, and maybe fangirl openly also:) LOL I am NOT an 'Attention Whore'. Okay, come to think of it, maybe i am. A LITTLE. Like... 10% :P

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WOOP! Here's a picture of Niall so it wouldn't be so depressing:) *whispers* He's my husband.

Love always,
Gisele:)